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Silently, I will collapse

by Dock 83

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1.
Memories are fading cause you never left much for me here When everything was fine was not enough for you Always with that bottle never satisfied You always drove around town escaping reality, these small streets and our peaceful house Happiness started to bloom, when I didn’t hear you screaming in the living room You’ve always hated what you build, you wish you could break it down and let it die Forget what you’ve fucked up, and drink it away I’ll clarify I’ll always stay I’ll stay in your mind every day I won’t fade away I could never look you in the eye And say you did anything for me You’ll never earn yourself a place in my heart You’re nothing more than a stranger That I could never see as my future self I feel alive knowing I’ll never follow your footsteps or your traces You’ll always be a father without a home Without your son
2.
You will be okay, you will be fine. This illusion you pressure on me The passing of time, never healed my wounds. I know you can’t believe your own words Your fooling yourself, but you’re not fooling me. The one’s I used to adore have already fucking erased me. Surrounded by misery, searching blindly with no way out Sympathy is useless, everyone walks away not listening My grave is ready to be filled Ready to be filled I’ve only got myself that won’t deceive me But I have these voices haunting me The room is spinning again, I lost my balance I’m falling again Aren’t you listening, why is no one listening? I’ve only got myself that can save me, as I’m standing in front of my chair And the noose I made with my own bare hands You’ll watch me swinging pale Surrounded by misery, searching blindly with no way out Sympathy is useless, everyone walks away not listening My grave is ready to be filled Ready for you to fill I don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel I only see pitch black with no road to home With no road to home I know my last breath will be a waste I’ll only use it to curse your name But know you’re not alone in this I’ll forever stand by your side you said I’ll learn from mistakes so I know I’ll never I’ll never live the right way
3.
My failures my mistakes, I have learned Dragged the weight back up again as my muscles burned My friend my dearest friend, you’ve kept me strong Never lost hope in me even when I collapsed You’ve kept me up You’ve kept me up As all hope seemed lost, as the time passed by I’ve seen faces turn fucking eye for an eye I just couldn’t face what was wrong with me Pointing fingers ones that had the right to judge me But I won’t let the past outweigh the present I have learned from my former self (my former self) Even when I was blind, You’ve helped me to see Right by my side, to remind me while I’m still here For every fucked up night, for every dumb mistake But I won’t regret these memories I’ve learned from you, and I’ve learned from them I have the capacity grow and I’ll make them think differently about what’s ahead and what comes after that No more calm days No more high waves Won’t let this pain outweigh my strength No more calm days No more high waves There’s a storm coming your way I am grateful for all you’ve done for me For all you’ve done, for all you’ve let me see I won’t let you down I am grateful for all you’ve done for me I am grateful for all you’ve let me see
4.
Filthy bastard you have it all, There has to come an end to all the souls you have sold. And everything that has grown cold, Because of you. You act like you're fighting for something, But all you do is make a name for yourself. You act like you're fighting against, Whilst in fact you're taking part. Whilst in fact you're taking part. You said you would make this a better place, The only thing you do is take, take, take. How would you act if you're not certain about your own existence. In this era, This fight, Which is known as extinction, Has become ordinary, For us all. You act like you're fighting for something, But all you do is make a name for yourself. You act like you're fighting against, Whilst in fact you're taking part. Whilst in fact you're taking part. You can try to talk it right. Or you can stick to your guns But I know you fight against what you have to make right. What you have to make right. what you have to make right. Look in this mirror, I'm trying to hold against you, You’ll see the blood on your bare fucking hands. Every cold lie you speak, I’ll remember all you answers, I’ll use them against you, Your routine ends today. In this era, This fight, Which is known as extinction, Has become ordinary, For us all.
5.
We all knew it from the start. That there comes an end, And will tear us apart. Year after year, Day after day, Continuing with the unbearable tone in his head, Every second the feeling a new piece dies. Every second the feeling he had to survive. There's always some way out, Sooner or later, You'll see it slipping through your own bare hands. This keeps my mind spinning and spinning. "Remember me for who I was" Seven Seven Lost in his own head, Lost in the pain, Till the bitter end. Seven seven Lost his control, He had to let go, And took his last strife.
6.
Pay in order to live my life To help you battle this complaint, What is so facile to ease. The selfishness we have to please. I think it’s right we can call you disease. I'm sick of this world I'm sick of this pain I'm sick of you You already dug my grave, You took my breath, What is left, I have to put myself to rest. Pay in order to live my life To help you battle this complaint, What’s so facile to ease. The selfishness we have to please. I think it’s right we can call you disease. Barely breathing, but still alive. Barely breathing, I have to survive. The way you behave yourself, The bird has already flown. What is life without a cure, This only gave me hurt. Something has been found, At the same time nothing gained. There is so much more, You’re holding a disguise. Pay in order to live my life To help you battle this complaint, What is so facile to ease. The selfishness we have to please. I think it’s right we can call you disease. Sometimes I wish I had lost myself, As I am in this fucking world You’re trying to kill me, What if I told you I’m already dead. Pay in order to live my life To help you battle this complaint, What is so facile to ease. The selfishness we have to please. I think it’s right we can call you disease. Barely breathing, but still alive. Barely breathing, I have to survive.

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released February 11, 2016

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Dock 83 Utrecht, The Netherlands

Dock 83 is a Hardcore/Metalcore band based in Utrecht established in 2013. Metalcoreriffs mixed with Hardcoreriffs with a dark sound that will punch you in the face. Expect singalongs and breakdowns done by nice guys.

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